Friday, September 14, 2007
you are so wonderful =]
This is about a girl who changed my life, for the better.
Everything goes back to 2 and a half years ago.
The time i got to Macpherson Secondary, wasn't what i am now.
A boy who behaves like a gangster ? haha.
Until she appears.
Through Msn, the email add: sherwin_1990@hotmail.com.
haha, first i tot was a guy.=X
She was Vinnie's bestie.
My first impression of her. She's gentle, very demure and fragile.
Started off as friends.
Once went to Tampines Regional library together.
There's was a time i had a drink or two.
Feeling so uncomfortable. Guess wat ?
A girl who doesn't drink told mi to get myself some hot water, and say tt i will feel better after tt. lolx.. i did. Ended up vomiting. ahaax. den found out tt she's actually kidding. -.-x
After some time, got to know tt she had feelings for me.
At first was shocked, didnt know wat to do.
But eventually, i found out i liked her too.
Why ? i don't know.
Have been hesitating whether i should tell her abt it.
And also tinking whether wats next if i failed.
Till a nite. 14/7/05. i went for some gathering.
Remembered smsing her and complaining tt my guy fren kissed me on my cheek and i felt so disgusted.
There was beer. And den i took my chance.
Drank few cups, and confessed to her via sms.
After i sent tt sms, my heart pounded so rapidly, waiting for her answer.
She tot i was drunk, i denied.
And den, yes ! she became my DaBenZhu. my girlfriend.
She was caring, patient with me, always there for me.
She was shy, nt always able to express herself at times.
At tt point of time, i was kind of insensitive, neglected her.
She must have suffered alot. i know tt.
So stupid of me.
I believe, for other girls in her situation, they would not be able to take it and voiced out.
She didn't, kept everything to herself. This showed her patience and how devoted she is.
I regretted, why?, i should had given my 100 percent to such a girl.
Our relationship gt to the peak when i settled my part.
We went through alot together, thick and thin, happy and unhappy times.
The times we spent together was so memorable.
This is the time, i realised how fortunate i am. to have her by my side.
I gave my 100 percent to her.
Within my heart, she was the prettiest girl on earth, the most beautiful, be it appearance or her heart.
I will give my all to protect her. Make sure she doesnt come to any harm.
When i felt down, she was always there for me too. Giving me all the motivation and those really drives me on in whatever i do.
-We lasted 2 yrs a mth and 4 days.- The happiest period of my life.
I hurt her. It was a deep one.
How i wish i was the one feeling tt pain all along.
Many dun understand her decision. But i do and understand the purpose of it too.
I am willingly to wait.Becuz deep down my heart, I knew tt i had found the girl of my life. No other then her.
No matter she will come back to me or never, i will not regret waiting for her.
To me, its worthwhile.
You are the most wonderful girl i ever had. =]
- DaBenYang - ¶ 5:03 AM
Everything goes back to 2 and a half years ago.
The time i got to Macpherson Secondary, wasn't what i am now.
A boy who behaves like a gangster ? haha.
Until she appears.
Through Msn, the email add: sherwin_1990@hotmail.com.
haha, first i tot was a guy.=X
She was Vinnie's bestie.
My first impression of her. She's gentle, very demure and fragile.
Started off as friends.
Once went to Tampines Regional library together.
There's was a time i had a drink or two.
Feeling so uncomfortable. Guess wat ?
A girl who doesn't drink told mi to get myself some hot water, and say tt i will feel better after tt. lolx.. i did. Ended up vomiting. ahaax. den found out tt she's actually kidding. -.-x
After some time, got to know tt she had feelings for me.
At first was shocked, didnt know wat to do.
But eventually, i found out i liked her too.
Why ? i don't know.
Have been hesitating whether i should tell her abt it.
And also tinking whether wats next if i failed.
Till a nite. 14/7/05. i went for some gathering.
Remembered smsing her and complaining tt my guy fren kissed me on my cheek and i felt so disgusted.
There was beer. And den i took my chance.
Drank few cups, and confessed to her via sms.
After i sent tt sms, my heart pounded so rapidly, waiting for her answer.
She tot i was drunk, i denied.
And den, yes ! she became my DaBenZhu. my girlfriend.
She was caring, patient with me, always there for me.
She was shy, nt always able to express herself at times.
At tt point of time, i was kind of insensitive, neglected her.
She must have suffered alot. i know tt.
So stupid of me.
I believe, for other girls in her situation, they would not be able to take it and voiced out.
She didn't, kept everything to herself. This showed her patience and how devoted she is.
I regretted, why?, i should had given my 100 percent to such a girl.
Our relationship gt to the peak when i settled my part.
We went through alot together, thick and thin, happy and unhappy times.
The times we spent together was so memorable.
This is the time, i realised how fortunate i am. to have her by my side.
I gave my 100 percent to her.
Within my heart, she was the prettiest girl on earth, the most beautiful, be it appearance or her heart.
I will give my all to protect her. Make sure she doesnt come to any harm.
When i felt down, she was always there for me too. Giving me all the motivation and those really drives me on in whatever i do.
-We lasted 2 yrs a mth and 4 days.- The happiest period of my life.
I hurt her. It was a deep one.
How i wish i was the one feeling tt pain all along.
Many dun understand her decision. But i do and understand the purpose of it too.
I am willingly to wait.Becuz deep down my heart, I knew tt i had found the girl of my life. No other then her.
No matter she will come back to me or never, i will not regret waiting for her.
To me, its worthwhile.
You are the most wonderful girl i ever had. =]
- DaBenYang - ¶ 5:03 AM
