Awakened Yesterday, or i should say just now.. it's been a month..
For the past 31 days. Seemed to be in a subconscious state ..
Although i know tt i am clear minded.
But refused to accept the fact. Dwelling on it..
Suddenly felt so optimistic, and also down at times.
Being so persistent in the wrong manner all the time.

Until last night, spoken to her.
Got back my motivation, and most importantly, awakened.
She understood exactly what i am going through. Cux she endured it before.
I was surprised when she described exactly how it feels like.
She told me if i find it hard to take, i can give up, cuz she knows its v.tough.
She also mentioned tt maybe 3 months, it still might not work.
But no. i not gonna give up. never. =]

I understood tt being so persistent doesn't work at all. Only make me worse.
The guy she loved wasn't the one who behaved this way.Crying like a kid when he falls down.
I need to bounce back from the setback.
Stand up and be who i am.
Ya, the guy who is stubborn, determined and confident.
If not, how am i going to protect and take care of her when i am a weakling myself ?

Thanks girl for the chat last nite.
You got me back my confidence and determination which i always had before.
Not to worry, I will become stronger.
You must also stay strong alrite ? 一定要相信 hao mah ? =]
My love for you will always be there. Never fade.
My stubborn nature will make sure that i will never give you up ! hehe.
I will write to you soon ~..

And... 终极一家 is so interesting.. Cant stop watching.. hahas.
Anyway now's 2.02AM.. Guess what ? Here comes the Champion League !
Off to watch soccer now..

-Nkwdy-  ¶ 2:06 AM