Memories....
Monday, September 24, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
My brothers, my life.
My brothers,my life.
Felt so good to see them again.
Went to drink.
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Felt so good to see them again.
Went to drink.
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Friday, September 21, 2007
Just went to post letter. bought some snacks.
And my heart felt a sudden pain, dunno why.nvm forget it.
Suddenly tot of smth too, felt good.
Happened to know smth. Felt disappointed too. -.-
Meeting Allan and frenz later, celebrating his birthday.
Going to bed ..
Nkwdy- ¶ 5:05 AM 0 Comments
And my heart felt a sudden pain, dunno why.nvm forget it.
Suddenly tot of smth too, felt good.
Happened to know smth. Felt disappointed too. -.-
Meeting Allan and frenz later, celebrating his birthday.
Going to bed ..
Nkwdy- ¶ 5:05 AM 0 Comments
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Awakened
Yesterday, or i should say just now.. it's been a month..
For the past 31 days. Seemed to be in a subconscious state ..
Although i know tt i am clear minded.
But refused to accept the fact. Dwelling on it..
Suddenly felt so optimistic, and also down at times.
Being so persistent in the wrong manner all the time.
Until last night, spoken to her.
Got back my motivation, and most importantly, awakened.
She understood exactly what i am going through. Cux she endured it before.
I was surprised when she described exactly how it feels like.
She told me if i find it hard to take, i can give up, cuz she knows its v.tough.
She also mentioned tt maybe 3 months, it still might not work.
But no. i not gonna give up. never. =]
I understood tt being so persistent doesn't work at all. Only make me worse.
The guy she loved wasn't the one who behaved this way.Crying like a kid when he falls down.
I need to bounce back from the setback.
Stand up and be who i am.
Ya, the guy who is stubborn, determined and confident.
If not, how am i going to protect and take care of her when i am a weakling myself ?
Thanks girl for the chat last nite.
You got me back my confidence and determination which i always had before.
Not to worry, I will become stronger.
You must also stay strong alrite ? 一定要相信 hao mah ? =]
My love for you will always be there. Never fade.
My stubborn nature will make sure that i will never give you up ! hehe.
I will write to you soon ~..
And... 终极一家 is so interesting.. Cant stop watching.. hahas.
Anyway now's 2.02AM.. Guess what ? Here comes the Champion League !
Off to watch soccer now..
-Nkwdy- ¶ 2:06 AM 0 Comments
For the past 31 days. Seemed to be in a subconscious state ..
Although i know tt i am clear minded.
But refused to accept the fact. Dwelling on it..
Suddenly felt so optimistic, and also down at times.
Being so persistent in the wrong manner all the time.
Until last night, spoken to her.
Got back my motivation, and most importantly, awakened.
She understood exactly what i am going through. Cux she endured it before.
I was surprised when she described exactly how it feels like.
She told me if i find it hard to take, i can give up, cuz she knows its v.tough.
She also mentioned tt maybe 3 months, it still might not work.
But no. i not gonna give up. never. =]
I understood tt being so persistent doesn't work at all. Only make me worse.
The guy she loved wasn't the one who behaved this way.Crying like a kid when he falls down.
I need to bounce back from the setback.
Stand up and be who i am.
Ya, the guy who is stubborn, determined and confident.
If not, how am i going to protect and take care of her when i am a weakling myself ?
Thanks girl for the chat last nite.
You got me back my confidence and determination which i always had before.
Not to worry, I will become stronger.
You must also stay strong alrite ? 一定要相信 hao mah ? =]
My love for you will always be there. Never fade.
My stubborn nature will make sure that i will never give you up ! hehe.
I will write to you soon ~..
And... 终极一家 is so interesting.. Cant stop watching.. hahas.
Anyway now's 2.02AM.. Guess what ? Here comes the Champion League !
Off to watch soccer now..
-Nkwdy- ¶ 2:06 AM 0 Comments
Friday, September 14, 2007
you are so wonderful =]
This is about a girl who changed my life, for the better.
Everything goes back to 2 and a half years ago.
The time i got to Macpherson Secondary, wasn't what i am now.
A boy who behaves like a gangster ? haha.
Until she appears.
Through Msn, the email add: sherwin_1990@hotmail.com.
haha, first i tot was a guy.=X
She was Vinnie's bestie.
My first impression of her. She's gentle, very demure and fragile.
Started off as friends.
Once went to Tampines Regional library together.
There's was a time i had a drink or two.
Feeling so uncomfortable. Guess wat ?
A girl who doesn't drink told mi to get myself some hot water, and say tt i will feel better after tt. lolx.. i did. Ended up vomiting. ahaax. den found out tt she's actually kidding. -.-x
After some time, got to know tt she had feelings for me.
At first was shocked, didnt know wat to do.
But eventually, i found out i liked her too.
Why ? i don't know.
Have been hesitating whether i should tell her abt it.
And also tinking whether wats next if i failed.
Till a nite. 14/7/05. i went for some gathering.
Remembered smsing her and complaining tt my guy fren kissed me on my cheek and i felt so disgusted.
There was beer. And den i took my chance.
Drank few cups, and confessed to her via sms.
After i sent tt sms, my heart pounded so rapidly, waiting for her answer.
She tot i was drunk, i denied.
And den, yes ! she became my DaBenZhu. my girlfriend.
She was caring, patient with me, always there for me.
She was shy, nt always able to express herself at times.
At tt point of time, i was kind of insensitive, neglected her.
She must have suffered alot. i know tt.
So stupid of me.
I believe, for other girls in her situation, they would not be able to take it and voiced out.
She didn't, kept everything to herself. This showed her patience and how devoted she is.
I regretted, why?, i should had given my 100 percent to such a girl.
Our relationship gt to the peak when i settled my part.
We went through alot together, thick and thin, happy and unhappy times.
The times we spent together was so memorable.
This is the time, i realised how fortunate i am. to have her by my side.
I gave my 100 percent to her.
Within my heart, she was the prettiest girl on earth, the most beautiful, be it appearance or her heart.
I will give my all to protect her. Make sure she doesnt come to any harm.
When i felt down, she was always there for me too. Giving me all the motivation and those really drives me on in whatever i do.
-We lasted 2 yrs a mth and 4 days.- The happiest period of my life.
I hurt her. It was a deep one.
How i wish i was the one feeling tt pain all along.
Many dun understand her decision. But i do and understand the purpose of it too.
I am willingly to wait.Becuz deep down my heart, I knew tt i had found the girl of my life. No other then her.
No matter she will come back to me or never, i will not regret waiting for her.
To me, its worthwhile.
You are the most wonderful girl i ever had. =]
- DaBenYang - ¶ 5:03 AM 0 Comments
Everything goes back to 2 and a half years ago.
The time i got to Macpherson Secondary, wasn't what i am now.
A boy who behaves like a gangster ? haha.
Until she appears.
Through Msn, the email add: sherwin_1990@hotmail.com.
haha, first i tot was a guy.=X
She was Vinnie's bestie.
My first impression of her. She's gentle, very demure and fragile.
Started off as friends.
Once went to Tampines Regional library together.
There's was a time i had a drink or two.
Feeling so uncomfortable. Guess wat ?
A girl who doesn't drink told mi to get myself some hot water, and say tt i will feel better after tt. lolx.. i did. Ended up vomiting. ahaax. den found out tt she's actually kidding. -.-x
After some time, got to know tt she had feelings for me.
At first was shocked, didnt know wat to do.
But eventually, i found out i liked her too.
Why ? i don't know.
Have been hesitating whether i should tell her abt it.
And also tinking whether wats next if i failed.
Till a nite. 14/7/05. i went for some gathering.
Remembered smsing her and complaining tt my guy fren kissed me on my cheek and i felt so disgusted.
There was beer. And den i took my chance.
Drank few cups, and confessed to her via sms.
After i sent tt sms, my heart pounded so rapidly, waiting for her answer.
She tot i was drunk, i denied.
And den, yes ! she became my DaBenZhu. my girlfriend.
She was caring, patient with me, always there for me.
She was shy, nt always able to express herself at times.
At tt point of time, i was kind of insensitive, neglected her.
She must have suffered alot. i know tt.
So stupid of me.
I believe, for other girls in her situation, they would not be able to take it and voiced out.
She didn't, kept everything to herself. This showed her patience and how devoted she is.
I regretted, why?, i should had given my 100 percent to such a girl.
Our relationship gt to the peak when i settled my part.
We went through alot together, thick and thin, happy and unhappy times.
The times we spent together was so memorable.
This is the time, i realised how fortunate i am. to have her by my side.
I gave my 100 percent to her.
Within my heart, she was the prettiest girl on earth, the most beautiful, be it appearance or her heart.
I will give my all to protect her. Make sure she doesnt come to any harm.
When i felt down, she was always there for me too. Giving me all the motivation and those really drives me on in whatever i do.
-We lasted 2 yrs a mth and 4 days.- The happiest period of my life.
I hurt her. It was a deep one.
How i wish i was the one feeling tt pain all along.
Many dun understand her decision. But i do and understand the purpose of it too.
I am willingly to wait.Becuz deep down my heart, I knew tt i had found the girl of my life. No other then her.
No matter she will come back to me or never, i will not regret waiting for her.
To me, its worthwhile.
You are the most wonderful girl i ever had. =]
- DaBenYang - ¶ 5:03 AM 0 Comments
Thursday, September 13, 2007
FUCK
everything suck now.
the day i gt into poly.
the day i got to knoe u guys, my good classmates huh.
my results.
my life.
everything, everything.
Disappointed.
i blame no one but myself.
i know i can do alot better. FUCK it.
After tis, i felt so disgusted when i tot of u guys.
are u guys good frenz ? classmates ? .. FUCK OFF nerds.
Take a good look at my good frenz and u guys will find urselves FUCKING shits.
Stop coming over and complaining about how "difficult" the papers are,
End up getting As for them . -.-"
It is FUCKING fake.
What do u guys wan ? somebody to console and encourage ? FUCK off, i wont even if i had gt any to spare.
You guys are nothing but Turn-offs.
Anyway, listen up.
Don't bother to offer any consolation and encouragement. thanks huh ? nothin but craps.
i would'nt need any of those fucking shits.
fucking let mi change my class next sem.
& u guys can simply F.U.C.K O.F.F and die for all i care. ¶ 10:53 AM 0 Comments
the day i gt into poly.
the day i got to knoe u guys, my good classmates huh.
my results.
my life.
everything, everything.
Disappointed.
i blame no one but myself.
i know i can do alot better. FUCK it.
After tis, i felt so disgusted when i tot of u guys.
are u guys good frenz ? classmates ? .. FUCK OFF nerds.
Take a good look at my good frenz and u guys will find urselves FUCKING shits.
Stop coming over and complaining about how "difficult" the papers are,
End up getting As for them . -.-"
It is FUCKING fake.
What do u guys wan ? somebody to console and encourage ? FUCK off, i wont even if i had gt any to spare.
You guys are nothing but Turn-offs.
Anyway, listen up.
Don't bother to offer any consolation and encouragement. thanks huh ? nothin but craps.
i would'nt need any of those fucking shits.
fucking let mi change my class next sem.
& u guys can simply F.U.C.K O.F.F and die for all i care. ¶ 10:53 AM 0 Comments
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Monday, September 10, 2007
Sunday, September 09, 2007
juz a new post
today's sunday. Boring sunday.
woke up at 1030am
watched tv till noon.
played Pro Evolution Soccer.
D/loaded new game.
& .. i am playing it now.. haha..
anyway there's another guessing game for me. nt a bad one.(cuz it's tough) lol ..
don't reali have confidence in getting the correct add.
but, i'll try !..
as for them.. hmm... can't reali be of much help..
bt.. frenz.. always try to look on e bright side of life.. =]
any probs, we (mike and ben) are just a call away..
Dabenyang
8:27PM ¶ 5:30 AM 0 Comments
woke up at 1030am
watched tv till noon.
played Pro Evolution Soccer.
D/loaded new game.
& .. i am playing it now.. haha..
anyway there's another guessing game for me. nt a bad one.(cuz it's tough) lol ..
don't reali have confidence in getting the correct add.
but, i'll try !..
as for them.. hmm... can't reali be of much help..
bt.. frenz.. always try to look on e bright side of life.. =]
any probs, we (mike and ben) are just a call away..
Dabenyang
8:27PM ¶ 5:30 AM 0 Comments
Monday, September 03, 2007
Holidays holidays...
Yea. Holidays here..
But.. no holiday mood ~.. hahas..
Spent the past few days of my holiday at my aunt's place..
Playing Pro Evolution Soccer all e Time.. so boring boring boring..
Today's abit different .. Met alice, lucky and Cheemeng at Citihall
Went to New York(2) to have dinner.
Was kinda sianed. cuz... hmm.. tt place is rite.. but for e wrong people. lolxs!..
Was the first time i went to dine there.. but how i wish it wasnt with them..
alamak.. am i bad ? ya alittle i guess.. =X..
ok... after my dinner.. we.. went to MS, to play a few games of pool. and i went home.
-Reached Home-
Today's Sunday. Super Sunday.. Soccer matches marathon ..
the scores are.. Kinda weird.. However, it's gd.. Cuz.. Chelsea lost to Aston Villa.. lolx..
hmm... e time is 2:25AM now.. i am waiting for Real Madrid's match against Villareal.
Wanna knoe my Predictions for the scoreline of e match ? hmmm.. 2-0 to Madrid i guess. =]
Lalalalalallalalalalalaa~ ok .. byebye ! ¶ 2:28 AM 0 Comments
But.. no holiday mood ~.. hahas..
Spent the past few days of my holiday at my aunt's place..
Playing Pro Evolution Soccer all e Time.. so boring boring boring..
Today's abit different .. Met alice, lucky and Cheemeng at Citihall
Went to New York(2) to have dinner.
Was kinda sianed. cuz... hmm.. tt place is rite.. but for e wrong people. lolxs!..
Was the first time i went to dine there.. but how i wish it wasnt with them..
alamak.. am i bad ? ya alittle i guess.. =X..
ok... after my dinner.. we.. went to MS, to play a few games of pool. and i went home.
-Reached Home-
Today's Sunday. Super Sunday.. Soccer matches marathon ..
the scores are.. Kinda weird.. However, it's gd.. Cuz.. Chelsea lost to Aston Villa.. lolx..
hmm... e time is 2:25AM now.. i am waiting for Real Madrid's match against Villareal.
Wanna knoe my Predictions for the scoreline of e match ? hmmm.. 2-0 to Madrid i guess. =]
Lalalalalallalalalalalaa~ ok .. byebye ! ¶ 2:28 AM 0 Comments
