life long time since i blogged.. why am i doing it today ? .. seriously i dun knoe it myself.. feeling so giddy, so sick, so tired, and .. sad.

tis entire week, i spent with projects, yesterday JAVA, today BBfin..
tis saddening feeling suck.
it reali suck.
few days back till now .. i doubt i slept for at least 8hrs..
afternoon, smth happened.. i at first did'nt take it to heart.
things became worse when frenz question me abt it..
i did not know wat to say.. how to answer .. and dont know exactly how it felt.. unable to describe..
it has been up in my mind throughout the afternoon.. while i am studying for exam.. and. till now..
nth's like before..

while i am studying.. tts fuckin stressed up.. not all the formulas.. but something else..
time was counting down.. 4 hrs, 3, 2, till the last min i stepped into the lecture room.. i wasnt into the exam at all..

i guess i flung my BBfin..
things are not like before..
alot of things flash through my mind.

after exam.. i felt so down.. for ? .. i am unsure..
followed my frenz to dinner..
took bus back ..
dont really feel like goin home at all.
lighted a cigarette..
stayed down at e void deck..
tis is a day i felt so terrible.

why..

tis post might nt sound so like "me"
but it is...

Nkwdy-  ¶ 11:00 PM