Memories....
Saturday, August 25, 2007
5
Saturday. 1:49am.
Woke up at 12 plus tis afternoon, tired.
Tried to study for awhile, played Pro Evolution Soccer with cousin for awhile.
Today, i did smth !
Guess wat ?. I ate fish porridge in the afternoon!
Went over to Denver's place at about 6plus.
We went over to the coffeeshop next to Eunos mrt station for dinner.
Ate alot alot. Ate rice with pork ribs !
After tt study, study, study.
But i guess, nth goes into the brain.
Supper ! Ate two Chicken Wings ! One Honey, the other Sambal.
Ya. Nw sitting down. Study again...
What a life.
Nvm. 5 more days.
DaBenYang ¶ 1:57 AM 0 Comments
Woke up at 12 plus tis afternoon, tired.
Tried to study for awhile, played Pro Evolution Soccer with cousin for awhile.
Today, i did smth !
Guess wat ?. I ate fish porridge in the afternoon!
Went over to Denver's place at about 6plus.
We went over to the coffeeshop next to Eunos mrt station for dinner.
Ate alot alot. Ate rice with pork ribs !
After tt study, study, study.
But i guess, nth goes into the brain.
Supper ! Ate two Chicken Wings ! One Honey, the other Sambal.
Ya. Nw sitting down. Study again...
What a life.
Nvm. 5 more days.
DaBenYang ¶ 1:57 AM 0 Comments
Thursday, August 23, 2007
nite
Friday. 3:34AM
Just finished half of chapter 5 (Isfundamentals)
Feeling so tired.
This period of time have been so ironic.
nt used to it at all.
Hate it too.
Felt so down at times.
But at some point of time, a little thing tt happened made my day too.
Have been thinking of what will happen tomorrow.
Whats ahead of me ?
Couldn't find an answer at all.
Some words tt have been said, have been coming back to my mind all the time.
Hopefully it will gone permanently.
Benzhu's having exam later soon.
I believe she will do well.
Just thought of the food, she and i mentioned the nite before. So happy !!!! =D
Eyes are heavy, ya.
I'm going to slp now. nite
DaBenYang ¶ 12:34 PM 0 Comments
Just finished half of chapter 5 (Isfundamentals)
Feeling so tired.
This period of time have been so ironic.
nt used to it at all.
Hate it too.
Felt so down at times.
But at some point of time, a little thing tt happened made my day too.
Have been thinking of what will happen tomorrow.
Whats ahead of me ?
Couldn't find an answer at all.
Some words tt have been said, have been coming back to my mind all the time.
Hopefully it will gone permanently.
Benzhu's having exam later soon.
I believe she will do well.
Just thought of the food, she and i mentioned the nite before. So happy !!!! =D
Eyes are heavy, ya.
I'm going to slp now. nite
DaBenYang ¶ 12:34 PM 0 Comments
-
Photos:
Before haircut.
Haircut in process.
Almost done.
After haircut = botak
Tml's friday. DaBenZhu exam starts. Yi ding yao jiayou k ! =]
DaBenYang. ¶ 4:43 AM 0 Comments
Before haircut.
Haircut in process.
Almost done.
After haircut = botak
Tml's friday. DaBenZhu exam starts. Yi ding yao jiayou k ! =]
DaBenYang. ¶ 4:43 AM 0 Comments
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
珊瑚海
This song suddenly came to my mind. So nice.
海平面遠方開始陰霾
悲傷要怎麼平靜純白
我的臉上
始終挾帶
一抹淺淺的無奈
你用唇語說你要離開
(心不在)
那難過無聲慢了下來
洶湧潮水
你聽明白
不是浪而是淚海
轉身離開
(你有話說不出來)
分手說不出來
海鳥跟魚相愛
只是一場意外
我們的愛
(給的愛)
差異一直存在
(回不來)
風中塵埃
(等待)
竟累積成傷害
轉身離開
分手說不出來
蔚藍的珊瑚海
錯過瞬間蒼白
當初彼此
(你我都)
不夠成熟坦白
(不應該)
熱情不再
(你的)
笑容勉強不來
愛深埋珊瑚海
毀壞的沙雕如何重來
有裂痕的愛怎麼重蓋
只是一切
結束太快
你說你無法釋懷
貝殼裡隱藏什麼期待
(等花兒開)
我們也已經無心再猜
面向海風
鹹鹹的愛
嘗不出還有未來
轉身離開
(你有話說不出來)
分手說不出來
海鳥跟魚相愛
只是一場意外
我們的愛
(給的愛)
差異一直存在
(回不來)
風中塵埃
(等待)
竟累積成傷害
轉身離開
(分手說不出來)
分手說不出來
蔚藍的珊瑚海
錯過瞬間蒼白
當初彼此
(你我都)
不夠成熟坦白
(不應該)
熱情不再
(你的)
笑容勉強不來
愛深埋珊瑚海 ¶ 1:28 PM 0 Comments
海平面遠方開始陰霾
悲傷要怎麼平靜純白
我的臉上
始終挾帶
一抹淺淺的無奈
你用唇語說你要離開
(心不在)
那難過無聲慢了下來
洶湧潮水
你聽明白
不是浪而是淚海
轉身離開
(你有話說不出來)
分手說不出來
海鳥跟魚相愛
只是一場意外
我們的愛
(給的愛)
差異一直存在
(回不來)
風中塵埃
(等待)
竟累積成傷害
轉身離開
分手說不出來
蔚藍的珊瑚海
錯過瞬間蒼白
當初彼此
(你我都)
不夠成熟坦白
(不應該)
熱情不再
(你的)
笑容勉強不來
愛深埋珊瑚海
毀壞的沙雕如何重來
有裂痕的愛怎麼重蓋
只是一切
結束太快
你說你無法釋懷
貝殼裡隱藏什麼期待
(等花兒開)
我們也已經無心再猜
面向海風
鹹鹹的愛
嘗不出還有未來
轉身離開
(你有話說不出來)
分手說不出來
海鳥跟魚相愛
只是一場意外
我們的愛
(給的愛)
差異一直存在
(回不來)
風中塵埃
(等待)
竟累積成傷害
轉身離開
(分手說不出來)
分手說不出來
蔚藍的珊瑚海
錯過瞬間蒼白
當初彼此
(你我都)
不夠成熟坦白
(不應該)
熱情不再
(你的)
笑容勉強不來
愛深埋珊瑚海 ¶ 1:28 PM 0 Comments
Cheesecake
Study study study...
At least later i will not be studying.. for few hours.. haha..
Will be meeting iskandar, jonny, going gym..
He rented a mazda. Later gonna play with it...
Cheesecake.. no matter wat... i am gonna find u..
I am confident i will find it!...
DaBenYang ¶ 12:19 PM 0 Comments
At least later i will not be studying.. for few hours.. haha..
Will be meeting iskandar, jonny, going gym..
He rented a mazda. Later gonna play with it...
Cheesecake.. no matter wat... i am gonna find u..
I am confident i will find it!...
DaBenYang ¶ 12:19 PM 0 Comments
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
~
Woke up at 2pm today.
Guess was too tired e nite before.
Spent my day studying at aunt's place.
Managed to cover 5 chapters.
6 more to go to finish Business Process Management.
Yea and i will finish it off tonite.
Manchester United was disappointing tis season.
Had a poor start with Reading, Portsmouth and Manchester City.
Felt so fustrated when watching those matches.
What happened to those clincial finishes that so often kill off games ?
Where is the alertness in the players while wearing the red jersey ?
Where is the perservance and determination within them ?
I dun see any of those.
C'mon. Buck up United.
Next match is a White Hart Lane. Tottenham Hotspur.
- The passion within -
Managed to smoke only three sticks today.
Wat an achievement huh ? lol
Today found out tt there's something i had only done once.
And i did it today!
Will be goin over to Denver's place to study later.
DaBenYang- ¶ 4:57 AM 0 Comments
Guess was too tired e nite before.
Spent my day studying at aunt's place.
Managed to cover 5 chapters.
6 more to go to finish Business Process Management.
Yea and i will finish it off tonite.
Manchester United was disappointing tis season.
Had a poor start with Reading, Portsmouth and Manchester City.
Felt so fustrated when watching those matches.
What happened to those clincial finishes that so often kill off games ?
Where is the alertness in the players while wearing the red jersey ?
Where is the perservance and determination within them ?
I dun see any of those.
C'mon. Buck up United.
Next match is a White Hart Lane. Tottenham Hotspur.
- The passion within -
Managed to smoke only three sticks today.
Wat an achievement huh ? lol
Today found out tt there's something i had only done once.
And i did it today!
Will be goin over to Denver's place to study later.
DaBenYang- ¶ 4:57 AM 0 Comments
Monday, August 20, 2007
My day
Today i woke up late. at 1130am. my lectures starts at 12.
Rushed to sch. called for a cab.
Went to Design Sch to get myself a drink and then walked to lecture room.
Time was 1230pm when i reached lec 1.
Sat at a corner, don't know wat the lecturer is talking about.
looked at my watch. It shows 1235pm. i walked out of lecture room.
Lucky followed. So we went for a smoke at the staircase.
Talked for a while till 1pm.
Didnt want to get back into lec room. so we sat outside.
After lec ended, went to Cheers to get a drink.
While walking, Lucky told mi something which i will never expect.
He says he and alice is together.
I was shocked and congratulate him anyway.
After tt went to Jupiter Cafe to have lunch.
Ate Pasta with Drumstick.
Wanted to pay Lucky for the meal, but he refused.
Food was nice, but den didnt eat much anyway. maybe didnt have appetite.
Gave drumstick to Lucky. den i ate the pasta.
Denver called. Asked mi to accompany him to watch a movie.
Didnt feel like it. so didnt go.
He called again and asked mi if i wan some beer.
Was kinda surprised,so early drinking beer?
haha.. but i still went with him.
lucky left after tt to meet alice.
Went to 7/11 to get two cans of CarlsBerg.
Sat down and chatted with Denver.
He told mi abt his probs.
After some persuasion, he agreed to go TM and meet her for movie.
Accompanied him there and left after tt.
Headed home and took bus 3.
After a bath, went down to buy white envelopes and stamps.
Went around looking for a Postbox.
Searched and Searched starting from 7/11 there.
Know wat ? Stupid postbox is actually located beside Macdonalds.
But when i saw that white white thingy. Felt so happy.
Went home after that and now i am blogging for my beloved to see wat i had done today.
Lucky: Hey dude. didnt really know wat to say when i heard u told me tt u guys are
together. cuz tis few days wasn't really tt good for me. But seriously, i
am happy for u two man. Congrats,fren. And muz cherish tis relationship ok ?
Good luck !. Thanks for just now.Really appreciated it. =]
Nkwdy- I love You. ¶ 3:44 AM 0 Comments
Rushed to sch. called for a cab.
Went to Design Sch to get myself a drink and then walked to lecture room.
Time was 1230pm when i reached lec 1.
Sat at a corner, don't know wat the lecturer is talking about.
looked at my watch. It shows 1235pm. i walked out of lecture room.
Lucky followed. So we went for a smoke at the staircase.
Talked for a while till 1pm.
Didnt want to get back into lec room. so we sat outside.
After lec ended, went to Cheers to get a drink.
While walking, Lucky told mi something which i will never expect.
He says he and alice is together.
I was shocked and congratulate him anyway.
After tt went to Jupiter Cafe to have lunch.
Ate Pasta with Drumstick.
Wanted to pay Lucky for the meal, but he refused.
Food was nice, but den didnt eat much anyway. maybe didnt have appetite.
Gave drumstick to Lucky. den i ate the pasta.
Denver called. Asked mi to accompany him to watch a movie.
Didnt feel like it. so didnt go.
He called again and asked mi if i wan some beer.
Was kinda surprised,so early drinking beer?
haha.. but i still went with him.
lucky left after tt to meet alice.
Went to 7/11 to get two cans of CarlsBerg.
Sat down and chatted with Denver.
He told mi abt his probs.
After some persuasion, he agreed to go TM and meet her for movie.
Accompanied him there and left after tt.
Headed home and took bus 3.
After a bath, went down to buy white envelopes and stamps.
Went around looking for a Postbox.
Searched and Searched starting from 7/11 there.
Know wat ? Stupid postbox is actually located beside Macdonalds.
But when i saw that white white thingy. Felt so happy.
Went home after that and now i am blogging for my beloved to see wat i had done today.
Lucky: Hey dude. didnt really know wat to say when i heard u told me tt u guys are
together. cuz tis few days wasn't really tt good for me. But seriously, i
am happy for u two man. Congrats,fren. And muz cherish tis relationship ok ?
Good luck !. Thanks for just now.Really appreciated it. =]
Nkwdy- I love You. ¶ 3:44 AM 0 Comments
Thursday, August 16, 2007
My heroine
Today was alrite.. seems to be..
almost late for school..
went back home after lesson.
haha.. i'm goin to write letter soon ! i'm sure she will be happy !..
Anyway tis is a nice song which made stuck to it e entire day. emo song ya ?
but its nice and meaningful.
My Heroine - Silverstein
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me
You just want to hurt me
And leave me desperate
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in everytime
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
I bet you laugh
At the thought of me thinking for myself (myself)
I bet you believe (bet you believe)
That I'm better off with you than someone else
Your face arrives again
All hope I had becomes surreal
But under your cover's
More torture than pleasure
And just past your lips
There's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
I will save myself
Nkwdy- ¶ 7:26 AM 0 Comments
almost late for school..
went back home after lesson.
haha.. i'm goin to write letter soon ! i'm sure she will be happy !..
Anyway tis is a nice song which made stuck to it e entire day. emo song ya ?
but its nice and meaningful.
My Heroine - Silverstein
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me
You just want to hurt me
And leave me desperate
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in everytime
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
I bet you laugh
At the thought of me thinking for myself (myself)
I bet you believe (bet you believe)
That I'm better off with you than someone else
Your face arrives again
All hope I had becomes surreal
But under your cover's
More torture than pleasure
And just past your lips
There's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
I will save myself
Nkwdy- ¶ 7:26 AM 0 Comments
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
life
long time since i blogged.. why am i doing it today ? .. seriously i dun knoe it myself.. feeling so giddy, so sick, so tired, and .. sad.
tis entire week, i spent with projects, yesterday JAVA, today BBfin..
tis saddening feeling suck.
it reali suck.
few days back till now .. i doubt i slept for at least 8hrs..
afternoon, smth happened.. i at first did'nt take it to heart.
things became worse when frenz question me abt it..
i did not know wat to say.. how to answer .. and dont know exactly how it felt.. unable to describe..
it has been up in my mind throughout the afternoon.. while i am studying for exam.. and. till now..
nth's like before..
while i am studying.. tts fuckin stressed up.. not all the formulas.. but something else..
time was counting down.. 4 hrs, 3, 2, till the last min i stepped into the lecture room.. i wasnt into the exam at all..
i guess i flung my BBfin..
things are not like before..
alot of things flash through my mind.
after exam.. i felt so down.. for ? .. i am unsure..
followed my frenz to dinner..
took bus back ..
dont really feel like goin home at all.
lighted a cigarette..
stayed down at e void deck..
tis is a day i felt so terrible.
why..
tis post might nt sound so like "me"
but it is...
Nkwdy- ¶ 11:00 PM 0 Comments
tis entire week, i spent with projects, yesterday JAVA, today BBfin..
tis saddening feeling suck.
it reali suck.
few days back till now .. i doubt i slept for at least 8hrs..
afternoon, smth happened.. i at first did'nt take it to heart.
things became worse when frenz question me abt it..
i did not know wat to say.. how to answer .. and dont know exactly how it felt.. unable to describe..
it has been up in my mind throughout the afternoon.. while i am studying for exam.. and. till now..
nth's like before..
while i am studying.. tts fuckin stressed up.. not all the formulas.. but something else..
time was counting down.. 4 hrs, 3, 2, till the last min i stepped into the lecture room.. i wasnt into the exam at all..
i guess i flung my BBfin..
things are not like before..
alot of things flash through my mind.
after exam.. i felt so down.. for ? .. i am unsure..
followed my frenz to dinner..
took bus back ..
dont really feel like goin home at all.
lighted a cigarette..
stayed down at e void deck..
tis is a day i felt so terrible.
why..
tis post might nt sound so like "me"
but it is...
Nkwdy- ¶ 11:00 PM 0 Comments
